InearmsofanAngel

M n W: hey, u haven bin bloggin for quite some time!?

Me: kekeke..cos im afraid to b too popular to hit e top 10 chart!!! (dreamin again..Faint!)

Busy wif stuff, searchin for part-time 'lover' = No time for bloggin. 

Well, saw a gal frn some time bk..she used to b my classmate cum smokin khaki in sch…She's e type of gal wherby ur mum will nvr allow u to hang up with. When i gt to knw her on e 1st day of sch, she ald gt into fights wif some gals few yrs older than us.. *eyes rollin*

She wil b doin alot of crazy stuff like DIY tattoo on her left arm. She wld use a small knife to crave  name of her then bf. Imagine e name of her bf is Lxx WxnLxxg, so in e end e name covered her whole arm. Then she wld use red n black ink pen to write over e wound. Crazy?? yeah, she is.

6 mths later, she's been expelled frm sch..(Expected). We still kip in touch then, each mit up,ther wld b diff scar on her wrist, is a habit (cos even i hv it). At e age of 15yo, she went to be an hostess..16yo gave birth to a baby boy, a fierce-lookin mummy wif tattoo n scar all over her body.

Sad..husband went to jail b4 she gave birth.. both of them were on drugs then.. Hw terrible can it b? Til today, her life nvr seems to gt any better..

Speechless..And Disappointed is e only word to describe my feelins. Bt blessed to hv many more weird pals to stay by my side whenever possible

Understd tht 'some1' hv read thru my previous post, n ignorin advice. Well is ur choice n is my right.

Between gd n bad, u cant c e diff.. im Speechless.  Disppointed-Cos u still duno wich is rite n wrg.

We r still best pal..

At times, she juz dun listened, told her umpteen times tht tis kind of frn cannot befriend..juz wun listen. Ya, perhaps ther knw each other since pri sch wich is e reason y she's stil hangin on to tis frenship.

Ask her out for a drink, telin me she's mittin her, well, speechless..tel me jokinly dun b like a kindergarten kids,told her i dun mind she's joinin us. Bt at times, when i dun reali njoy certain tings, hope she can shw me some respect, instead of tinkin tht im tryin to mk tings difficult for her.

Fyi, the 'her' is e gal i reali disliked n mentioned b4 in my previous post. When i needed pal's accompany, informed her weeks b4, she sae no probs. In e end, (thks gal)…'She' is more impt.

Feel restricted at times s she's always chkin up my blogs..bt well is really enuff.

Haven being bloggin for a short while, notin much to say..Juz feel kinda of lonely over e past 1 week, perhaps stil nt used to b alone for juz a few days without him. Grandma in critical condition, tot i wld nt shed a single tears for her, guess im wrg..

Im stil weak in tis, tryin hard to hold bk my tears..yeah,juz few drops. Knw tht she wil b fine(hope so). Tryin to ask pal out for a drink wif me, bt too bad, she disappoint me time n again. .(She's always readin my blog! Restricted)

Glad tht he's bk, n screw(his brain) e guy(ex) who tinks too much…